Yes. That's right. I'm leaving the forum for a month. Again. Even though this is pretty annoying to do, as well the making of this thread is useless, it's a necessary part for me to set things right. Maybe someone guessed it and others didn't, but in all the threads where I say to leave the forum, I tend to be... philosophical, in a certain way. As well revealing bits of my real self. To be frank, I don't even know where to start by now. I guess I'll be blunt about my current situation: I'm failing. I'm failing really hard. With my own life decisions and the university. I've found myself with a decision that is starting to piss me off, considering I'm prideful: leave the university or leave everything. The situations at home are tending to worsen day by day, and this decision is slowly taking its toll. I honestly don't know how long I can continue on delaying this. It's frustrating. It's causing me a lot of troubles. But, most importantly, it's wearing me off. Physically and mentally. And what's my solution? I stay in my room, in total laziness. Deep in the pleasures of my home. I dunno what to do anymore... So...for now I'm halting everything. I hope for a month. If for some reason it went over one month and it becomes more than that...I dunno. Maybe I gave up on everything. Completely.