Some of you may know about my depression, well among other things aha.. well When i was younger i started hearing another persons voice in my head and i did not know what would happen from there. didnt help that my father was an alcoholic and never understood just said it was bullshit. He began to torment me through my years making me black out and waking to cut up arms, almost happened today. now when i get really depressed i have multiple breakdowns and he yells so loud im tired of hearing it i just want to die. hes won iv lost. i cant handle it anymore i just want escape. So if i never return just know you guys were my parents i never had any, and i grew up on this forum. You are all wonderful friends and i owe you all a lot. So thanks for my childhood Cat signing of aincrad nicholi signing out of life.